a start....

Well here it is, in all honesty I have never been all for blogging.i see my self as one of those people that does not need to tell the whole world what i am feeling. however in request of my new fiance i have decided that maybe blogging is not such a bad thing.  

normally i am a writer.not a typer.i prefer poems.stories or anything else.but for the time being this is just to pass the following months.i may bore a few people,the way i speak may not always suit everyones fancy,my comments, my stories, or anything that follows may not even interest anyone, reading this you may cry, or get furious with me.i however am not here to apologize for my actions or my stories.to me todays society is too worried about what other people think.they are too worried about how the rest of the world is.there is no need to be that way.all politically correct and all of that other nonsense.

i am young.as young as they could come.i was raised right as i would like to think.my intelligence, well i would not say i am a brainiac but rather intelligent if i do say so my self.to some peoples dismay i am very opinionated and headstrong.i do not like to be told i am wrong which at times does get me in trouble,though i learn as i go.i regret nothing....as my mother and father have taught me.there is no need to.all in all no matter what it has been, the good, the bad, or the stupidity they still have supported me.my brother, well that is another story.at the age of two and a half i was no longer an only child.then the spot light was taken away from me with a baby brother.the rough three year difference has been hard.however as time passes and we both mature the distance seems to slowly diminish.

if it was not caught in the beginning of this almost perpetual blog i am engaged.yes we have heard it before we are "too young".at the ages of 18&&19 it would seem young.and i could lie and say that we are far beyond our years and we are 18 going on 40.but that would be a lie.and considering that i do not know who happens to be reading this, lying is not the appropriate way to start a relationship now is it?anyways, we may be young but never the less we are in love.now if you at this moment in time are rolling your eyes, huffing and puffing, or sending any negative energy towards reading this then stop now and save yourself.you see all the nay sayers just upset me.i bet at one point someone once told you that you to were never really in love.however this is not to analyze you or anyone else.and i am not trying to prove anything to anybody.as i was saying i am in love.he is my best friend.and being in love with a best friend.well that is the best thing that anyone could ever ask for.the marriage will come later.a few years.at the moment engaged is perfect.

there it is, all the most pointless to some illogical unnecessary information that one could ever ask for.tomorrow is a new day.a new time to write.a new experience.however that is tomorrow.and this is here and now.until then....(: