who would have thought that this would have been so hard.of course i did.maybe not at first but i did.
it is rather hard to say goodbye to someone, especially when you love that someone dearly.of course we have erased that word from our version of the new websters dictionary...however it is just not the same.of course we could never utter the words that hurt so much but still it is in the back of someones mind.maybe i should not expect so much.or maybe i should?this is just one of those things that will never make sense.
we let people live a life that we want.we let the people we care about see something, the world.we push and throw and push.and finally it is just so much that we pull back.we cannot keep someone so far.no matter how much we want them to be with us.....
maybe i will get over it tomorrow, maybe next week i will not be so stubborn.however that is the future and this is here and now...
